Rod Durham

This go's out to the best bloke that i ever met,he was fun loving and very caring,he would give the world to you if he could of done was taken from earth and given to god on the 4th of december!He was a very proud man that would put others first and not show his feelings because he didnt like to be a pain.He died of infosemia which is wat his dad died of,my grandad thought very highly of his mother and always talked about her he showed me pics of her she was a beautiful lady,he was the loving partner to my grandma who he adored very much he looked after her the best he could she will miss him sadly and greatly.I was with him when he died he went into hospital at half 4 and got admitted to the ward about 8.15pm and i held his hand and supported him everyone left to go home but i stayed he said he was scared he squeezed my hand so tight i cryed my eyes out next to him and said i cant loose u grandad not like this.He layed sleeping and the doctor came in he said were gonna have to turn his oxygen off becoz its not helping he is distressed,i said is he gonna be ok he said am very sorry he int well he will last a few hours an pass away i rang everyone up they came up and sat with him he was strong u no my grandad he came of his oxygen at 3.30am and he laid asleep in peace so most of the family left to go home this is about 6.30am so he is doin really well so i stayed and kept praying he would be ok stayed so did my grandma and my auntie jackie,i stood next to him still with his hand in mine really tight and my grandma the other side the bed crying watched him stop gasping for his breath i put my hand on his heart and felt it slow down my auntie got the nurse an she said he is goin now so say what u need o say while his spirit is still there i broke down we cryed and cryed my eyes was so sore where i wiped them so much.I cry for him everyday in my heart and will always love him for being my grandad and a great grandad to my children who he loved so much.My eldests ask where he is and i told them he is watching them from the sky becoz he is the brightest star shining so everytime they see a star they look up to the sky and shout grandad is watchin us mummy !!!! R.I.P ur in heaven now and in no pain i just really wish u was here so i could give u a big cuddle xxx

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No words I write can ever say ♥
how much I miss you everyday. ♥
As time goes by, the loneliness grows ♥,
How I miss you, nobody knows. ♥
I think of you in silence, ♥
I often speak your name.
But all I have are memories, ♥
And a photo in a frame.
No one sees me weep. ♥
But the love I have for you, ♥
Is in my heart, and mine to keep. ♥
I have never stopped loving you
and I know I never will.
Deep inside my heart, ♥
You are with me still.
Heartaches, this world are many, ♥
But mine is worse than any. ♥
My heart still aches, as I whisper low, ♥
"I need you... and miss you so. ♥"
The things we feel so deeply ♥
are often the hardest things to say. ♥
But I just can't keep quiet anymore, ♥
So I'll tell you any ways. ♥
There is a place within my heart ♥
that no one else can fill. ♥
I love you and I always will! ♥ ♥


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Far above in that sky,
Is a small star of mine,
Star where life exists,
That star shines brighter then light.

It is the star of fascination for me,
It is the star of my fantasy,
It is the star of my dreams,
It is the star that belongs to me.

A star that is all alone,
A star that is full of love,
A star where I have to reach,
A star of my dreams.

It is the star that lies beyond the sun,
It is the star of ultimate truth,
It is star of love and peace,
It is star where my soul lives.

It is the one to call me,
It is the one to attract me,
It is the one I’ll love to see,
It is the one I have to reach.

my star so bright that i see at night i will never forget you grandad xxxx